i would identify myself as artist when i'm in front of ordinary people,
but i wouldn't consider myself deserve the identity when i'm in front of art students or DA pros.
if i can't reach the standard level of the pros then i am indeed, nothing but a noob.
of course i can't leave it like this.

so what's the relationship between me and art?
i dont really know my stance.
my ultimate goal in life is to influence the world like Lelouch Vi Britannia, as a revenge to many things in the past.
that's why i need some significance of my existence,
and becoming a pro is one of the options.
but dang! my improvement is progressing terribly slow.
at this rate i wont achieve anything.
i really need to hurry and produce some up-to-standard quality work.
can't stay as a nameless faceless 2nd graded infantry any longer.
Level up NOW!